I confess that I am currently cheating on my boyfriend for my ex boyfriend. I am in a relationship with both of them and I do not know who I want more. I love Z with all my heart and even said yes when he asked me to marry him. But I have loved R for three years longer and no matter what I do I cant leave him. I also slept with one of R’s friends, S, just one night ago. I do not know what to do or how to go about it.
