Hi for the person who is currently reading this confession. I’m a senior high school from philippines and I have a good life but suddenly my grades are actually average… average at anything. Then my mother and father always nag at me. In short, I am being pressured in my studies.. ahmm ..You know.. when you do something.. when you always given enough your best but your best was not enough at all.

Then one day.. It is our quiz at filipino. Its actually a long test/Summative test then I just reviewed a 80-85 percent of my notes. When the test started I actually happy because I can answer it by myself. Then the TEST III or TEST IV I think? It actually kills me. From that percentage that I reviewed my notes.. the 2nd to the last lesson is about variety of language and it is the only one that I didn’t review because of a short time given to us. I don’t what to do. I don’t know who tell me to do this. It actually kills my conscience. because… I went to the bathroom (I also brought my phone .. My half of notes are there) then when I finish what I was wanted to do at the cubicle I open my phone and I review that lesson for a short time. I KNOW IT WAS ACTUALLY CONSIDERED AS CHEATING AND I DON’T KNOW WHO REALLY PURSUE ME TO DO THAT. I DON’T WANT TO DO IT.. COZ YOU KNOW? ITS BETTER TO GET LOWEST SCORE THAN GETTING HIGHER SCORE JUST BECAUSE OF CHEATING. But I already do it. I prayed to God (I am very very close to God) and say sorry for him asking for his forgiveness. I really don’t meant it but I was pursue and i don’t anything of it. i really do it but I don’t know how did that happen. I feel I was being crushed by something deeply into my heart. I went to home full of guilt. Skl