Around when I was a few months old, I became entangled in a murder case of national attention that involved my family. I lost one person. Years later, the

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Around when I was a few months old, I became entangled in a murder case of national attention that involved my family. I lost one person. Years later, the case came back to light and I lost someone else. Since that one occurrence at the beginning of my life, my lifestyle and family has been dysfunctional. It’s been many years since then, but everything is still wrong. I’m the child of that one situation, but I feel like my birth set mine and everyone’s life to ruin. I know that it in no way was my fault at the time, but I still feel guilt for sending those I love into a fate worse than death, a sad life. I’ve tarnished the name I’ve been given, and I can’t even find my own name when I search it up. I’ve always been scared, and I’ve always wanted everything to be okay. If this somehow gains popular attention, then I just want to say that I’m sorry that I made everything resurface…
I feel like I ruined everyone’s life and me living is just making it worse. Sorry for taking your time.

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Aw S***, what are we going to do now?

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