I must be around 10 (male). I was into exploration, basically I was hitting puberty. I was highly intrigued by the sexual changes in my body. I wanted to

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I must be around 10 (male). I was into exploration, basically I was hitting puberty. I was highly intrigued by the s***** changes in my body. I wanted to experience such a thing in practicality. So I tried to get close to a boy and kissed him on his cheek and didn’t like it.
I was surprised that why I didn’t enjoy that moment. It all seems clear now but I have guilt for doing such a thing to somebody. I feel horrible and I can’t forgive myself. Despite knowing that I was just a kid and I was probably not at fault.

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