I kinda accidently ended up sexting (we are both legal age) (i was drunk and all)with this one guy few days ago and in honestly afraid i might like him in some weird af way, even though we havent “get to know” each other that much and we dont know what each other looks like (if small descriping wont count like hair colour and eye color) and im so afraid that i end up liking him more than i should and then if we’d get to know each other and i’d get to see pictures of how he looks and then i wouldnt be physically attracted to him at all and aaaagh. We both agreed that we’re just having some fun and nothing more.I was afraid that he might be a creep in the end but he said his age before me(his 1 year older than me) I know i shouldnt like him and im being mean if i judge him by his looks and all but oh lord could somebody shoot me i dont want to catch any feelings. Im also so afraid that if i end up liking him more that he would like me. Also we live in differend coutries (i was scared and drunk so i lied and said im from my neighbour country) and aaaggh. This text doesent make any sense but i needed to get this off my chest. Im also really scared that my family would somehow get to know about this and/or that the guy is telling everything i say to someone else and they make fun of me and aaaargh. I hate being paranoid and feeling like this.