When i was either 5-8ish my uncle use to finger me (im male). He is passed away now from an aneurysm. But he would reach inside with his finger and push

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When i was either 5-8ish my uncle use to finger me (im male). He is passed away now from an aneurysm. But he would reach inside with his finger and push on the back of my p**** and it would make me erect. This has messed me up for years because it gave me a fetish i guess. When i m********* i usually look back on that the most. Is it normalish? You cant be erect at that age and it makes me feel mixed feelings about him. He gave me wine one time and slightly penetrated me but I told him it hurt and I think he finished in me, now I feel depressed yet I also m********* to thinking about it. I feel like a pervert. I have never had s** yet and im 19.

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