my parents aren't great but they tried we had a very hard life i come from india society where girl needs lot of money to have a happy married life i dont

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my parents aren’t great but they tried we had a very hard life i come from india society where girl needs lot of money to have a happy married life i dont have anything i screwed my life now i wish my old parents to fix this for me they are useless and bascially i consider them selfish i wanted a really happy life even though now i understand no one is gonna give me anything i dont know what to do, i am emotionalless i dont know the correct term to say this i m extremely cold hearted person i m not lazy i just dont feel anything so i judge everything by social standards i feel alone and scared of everythin i feel like if i have money ui will be able to survive i can feel my parents wont survive long even though there are some tears in my eyes still i dont know how ca i be happy i just a selfish greedy unworthy loser lame uneducated shameless ruthless b**** cruel worst than virus and bacteria , fungus s*** w**** beggar s*** empty crazy dementia schizrophenic tired useless scum no money no love no happiness no kids athestist impotenet loser bad speller rotten to core broken body no future scared lonely alone witch know nothings bad memory not even death is beneficaial no friends no one to cry or care for

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