HELP!!! So I've been best friends with this one girl for years but she's been a really bad influence on me. I used to curse and now I'm inappropriate

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HELP!!! So I’ve been best friends with this one girl for years but she’s been a really bad influence on me. I used to curse and now I’m inappropriate because of her but now that I’ve recently started going to church I’ve realized what a sin that was. What ever we do it makes me feel guilty because of how much I’ve sinned with her. Her family treats me as a second child. I’m staying at her house for a week. This is the second day and I want to leave. I’m 4 states away from my house and 2 hours away from my grandmas but I can’t drive yet and my friends parents drove me here so if I do leave I would feel really guilty. I want to end the friendship with my friend because it’s weighing me down so much. But if I do that I would have to leave the house, my friend heartbroken and her family that drove 7 hours just to get me to their house. I really really need help and if you think that it would be best to have a conversation over the phone you can leave like an email or kik or whatever. It I just really need help!!!

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