I have been cheating on my wife with prostitutes. I’ve been angry with my wife for her indifference to everything. She says it’s just her way. I can never tell if she cares about anything. The first time I told her about sleeping with someone else her reaction was minimal. I don’t know what’s going on with her, but I hate myself for pushing our relationship to this point and destroying the good things we had. I wanted to experience s** with someone else. Now I can’t seem to stop. I look for it. I’m obsessed with it. She doesn’t seem to care. She won’t talk about it. We went to a therapist for many years to try an figure out how to talk more. The last extramarital experience I had was a massage with a happy ending. I haven’t felt overly guilty about it, but when I’m with my partner now I feel nothing. I feel like guilt has shut off all my emotions.
