So my mother's illness was contracted while she was pregnant with me and it kills me that she is suffering so much due to my existence. If I hadn't been

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So my mother’s illness was contracted while she was pregnant with me and it kills me that she is suffering so much due to my existence. If I hadn’t been born, my mother would have been healthy. So much for living.

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I really need to pee and I’m nearly making a puddle in my little pants. I need someone to take me to the toilet and wipe my coochie for me. Love Chloe xx

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