So, I have a boyfriend. I love him so much. But I feel so guilty because the other day I went to have dinner with my mum and her friend, but her son was

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So, I have a boyfriend. I love him so much. But I feel so guilty because the other day I went to have dinner with my mum and her friend, but her son was there too. I felt so attracted to that boy, then later in the night, we had s**. But after that, I realised straight away. I just cheated on my boyfriend. I was so worried and I felt so horrible, I wanted to go back in time and stop myself from cheating, but sadly I can’t do that, it’s not possible. Then the next day, I kissed a girl. Yes, I cheated twice. This only builder up my guilt and I felt so sick to the stomach because of what I did. I wish that I never did all that, but if he ever finds out, he will stop loving me and he won’t trust me at all, I don’t want that to happen. What will I do?

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I really need to pee and I’m nearly making a puddle in my little pants. I need someone to take me to the toilet and wipe my coochie for me. Love Chloe xx

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