Getting married next month, but I went out and had sex with another woman, who had a borederline personality. That borderline person was also facing some

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Getting married next month, but I went out and had s** with another woman, who had a borederline personality.
That borderline person was also facing some troubles with her family life, basically she has invited me over to make her boy friend jealous about it.
they had an argument and bordeline person has commited suicide.
I know law wont affect me for this , since it was consented s**, but not r***
But its always in my head that i was a reason for them to fight and her to end her life.
im just stupid….

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