I cuddled with another man. I am engaged and we didn’t have s**. We kissed and touched each other but there was no spark and no love. We want to stay friends but we have chemistry. It happened twice, both unplanned. I love my fience and he has let me have pleasure with others. I unfortunately have a higher libido and he often isn’t h****… I still love him and want to marry him. I wish nothing ever happened with my friend though I know nothing bad did happen. I still feel like I cheated.