Maybe not so much a guilt as something I should have been more up-front about but wasn't, and haven't said anything about it in years. I've stated getting

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Maybe not so much a guilt as something I should have been more up-front about but wasn’t, and haven’t said anything about it in years.

I’ve stated getting along well with, and messing around, showing off my hot-bodied older sister, pretty much with her consent or at least coercion from me. And, her enjoyment of our fun activities. This was one time where she didn’t know what I was up to or how I’d benefit from essentially serving her up.

She had an above-ground pool, fully covered by high wooden fences, at her old house. We’d go swimming or soak a lot during the summertime, including some dips minus proper attire. Did that with her a lot, actually. A few of my guy friends knew she had the pool, lusted..and I mean, lusted, after her, and hounded me incessantly to bring them to the house and pool, with the hopes she’d swim with them/us. One weekend, I relented and told them to come over when I was there.

It was only 3 of them, so not like I invited a group of guys. They showed up as sister and I were in the pool, me in regular swim shorts and she in a new, figure-8 top black bikini that really highlighted her amazing body. I’d told her they were coming, but didn’t know when, so she figured we had time to have fun before she’d get out and change into something a little less revealing (despite her being ok with my showing her off in public, being trapped at home with 4 h**** guys while in a tiny bikini on a hot day maybe didn’t appeal to her). Timing had it they arrived just as she got out, so was standing on the deck, glistening and s***, in full view.

They made small talk and jumped in, playing nice for a few minutes. She went back into the house, and my friend Rob asked me “how much would we have to give you to get her in with us?”. I jokingly said $50, and within five minutes, Rob was on the deck, pulling out cash. “Ok, here’s your money, now go get her”. I did as asked, and was able to (nearly beg) her to take a few minutes in the water with us.

She jumped in, still in the tiny black bikini, and Rob had another private request for me. “Brian said he has $100 on him..It’s yours if you let us get her top off..But, if we do, you CAN’T give it back to her..Hundred bucks, man..We’re not even saying the bottoms..We just want her t***” I found no harm in taking $150 to have her t******, so went for it and let them do it.

They were ok, not rough with her, but did pull her top off, I have to say, pretty fast. She asked me for help a few times, but I shook it off and reminded her of our in-public stuff. Once her top was off, the other part of the deal was that I wouldn’t let her out of the pool until we were done handling her, which took some time.

She took the swimming and being pawed at by 8 hands well, laughed off most of it, other than Brian pulling her wet hair a little hard, but never knew I was paid to have it happen. To a guy, they all begged me to let them know whenever I was there and in the pool with her, but I made them no promises. I figured any other for-cash servups of my hot-bodied sister would have to involve letting her in on it.

New Confession

Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker

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