I have no clue who I am or what my actual personality is. It changes depending on who I'm with. When I'm with one group of friends, I have to be a mom

12 years

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I have no clue who I am or what my actual personality is. It changes depending on who I’m with. When I’m with one group of friends, I have to be a mom because they’re incapable of doing things on their own. I don’t mind it, but sometimes I want friends and not kids. When I’m with another group of friends, I feel better. I feel slightly more normal. I use the language that I want, I’m not afraid to say my opinion, and I’m more outgoing. Sometimes that’s a good thing, sometimes it’s bad. When I’m with my parents and sisters, I feel suffocated because I feel like I have to meet a certain standard. They don’t like one group of my friends because they’re “trashy” because they use “foul language.” Well, so do I. Just not around my parents or other adults. I’m tired of being the perfect little preacher’s daughter who has perfect grades and an amazingly pleasant attitude. I want to just, be young. I want to have experiences. I’m 18 years old and I don’t have one wild night to talk about. I’ve also struggled with depression for years and kept it very well hidden because of certain comments from my family. They found out that one girl I knew from school was suicidal and cutting herself, and they forbid me from hanging out with her anymore. Well. Guess what? I was already doing it way before I even knew that girl. I feel like I’ve had no help and every recovery attempt just ends up being another relapse. I just…don’t feel like I’m anyone or anything because I have no idea how to be myself. Trying to be three different people just ate at me until depression took over, but I couldn’t show it because I still had to maintain my reputation as this amazing girl. I’m just tired and stressed out and I don’t know how to get better.

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I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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RE: I have never been able to keep a relationship because of having a micro pe.nis.

Small co.cks and pe.nis reduction surgery.

At age 11 I had a large co.ck and ejaculated frequently. It was over 7 inches long and large, thick and fat. It got rock hard and ejaculated across the room which upset mother. Mother had pe.nis reduction surgery done on me. Yes there is pe.nis reduction surgery. They reduced it to only two inches. Mother said it was supposed to be 4 inches but she is satisfied with the 2 inch result.

After the reduction surgery it no longer gets rock hard and doesn’t ejaculate very far. It now gets only a soft erection and I have to rub it a lot longer to get it to ejaculate. It is more like a large cli.toris. Mother said if I complain she will have the rest removed.

So I know what it’s like to have a tiny co.ck. It strains to reach two inches erect and never really gets erect. It only gets a soft erection. My sister said I will have a difficult time finding a girlfriend or wife.