Looking from the outside, I seem like the perfect daughter. I’m 20 years old, I’m currently still in school with 2 part time jobs but on the inside, I just can’t take it anymore. I get up at 6am everyday and go to class, I finish my class and go to work and most of the time, I don’t even get home until 9pm. When I get home, I workout a little bit, shower and get ready to study the night, I usually don’t go to sleep until 2:30am and it’s the same routine over and over again, and I work my other job every Saturday. I basically spend the whole day there and on Sunday, I catch up on everything else (cleaning, laundry, and etc…). I honestly cannot tolerate this lifestyle anymore. I’m tired and exhausted. I sometimes wake up and wishes I get hit by a bus or get some sort of sickness so I have an excuse to stay at home and rest without letting anyone down. I’m honestly functioning on energy drinks and caffeine. I just can’t take it anymore.