I just turned 18 like 45 minutes ago and I have never been kissed. It's crazy because I am in college now and I have had plenty of opportunities to kiss

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I just turned 18 like 45 minutes ago and I have never been kissed. It’s crazy because I am in college now and I have had plenty of opportunities to kiss guys but I always say no because I think I’m scared. Is that so bad? I have barely had a guy even like me and I’m in college. I am scared of relationships. I thought I wanted one so bad because everyone is in one now but I think I realized I am way more scared. I don’t want to commit to someone and I don’t want to get hurt. I know people are going to say that I need to take risks and such but I really don’t know what a relationship is and how to “do” one. I’m scared that no one will ever love me and I will never kiss a guy. I want my first kiss to be special because it means a lot to me. People may think kissing is so casual which I agree with, but my first one, I want to remember it and tell my children and everyone and I want it to be with someone I like. I don’t have to love them or even know them for a long time. I want someone to like me and show and interest and then I think things can happen. Numerous guys have tried to get with me since I have started college. Not because I am pretty but because I am a girl. And I hate it. I hate that guys only want to hang with me because they think they’re going to get some because they aren’t. Guys are dicks here and only want s** but whatever. I think I’m content with being a never-been-kissed-18-year-old. I’lll fine someone someday I tell myself.

New Confession

If you call yourself a Christian and want to witness to the world, you are not a Christian for calling out sin. You’re JUDGING and HARASSING . DON’T SAY ANYTHING UNLESS THEY ASK YOU! GIVE THEM THE FREE WILL TO CHOOSE. Yes,we don’t want sinners going to Hell. We know eternity is forever. Witnessing is NOT POINTING OUT SIN!!!! Being a witness is LETTING YOUR LIGHT SHINE before others. Invite them to church. They don’t come? That is their choice. POINTING OUT SIN ONLY DRIVES THEM FURTHER AWAY FROM GOD. Pointing it out is IRRITATING and UNNECESSARY. JUST WALK IN THE LIGHT and PRAY for them. LEAVE THEM ALONE. They will come to their senses at their own time. Yes,we are not promised tomorrow but POINTING IT OUT IS PUSHING THEM AROUND and PUSHING THEM AWAY.

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A few months ago, my sister moved in with me, from another state. I am her 24 yr old brother and she is 28yrs old sister. We’ve been living together and having a brother and sister s***** relationship. I won’t go into details, but she is hot and s***, with a body that I desperately desired, for the longest time. Recently, we went out to a resort, to be unnoticed, to keep our relationship under tabs. We were having a drink together at the restaurant bar, when I met a friend of mine, who I haven’t seen in a year. He was a little intoxicated. We talked a few minutes and he introduced his self to my sister. He didn’t know she was my sister. As he left, he said to me, You got a hot cutie there, don’t let her go. I was going to introduce her as my sister, but he said it the way I wanted to hear it. It gets risky sometimes, of having brother and sister relationship. But that risk makes it more exciting.