I just recently married have a good wife and job everything in life.
If I do my Research Job carefully i can achieve many things and useful to society.
But the problem is now a days became lack of motivated, lazy and watching p*** and browsing non-sense webpages etc. and wasting time and resources.

I feel i am not using my resources effectively.
In out-set i look like a decent and ‘working’ guy. But inside all kinds of dirty thoughts.
I feel shameful for myself