I am a zooaphiliac. I always have been. Since I was 11 I tried to spoon and cuddle with my dog, which is unsettaling but normal. When I was twelve I got into mastubation, which had me fantasizing about female lions and bears and I going at it…it just felt better to me. At thirteen I found out that with a nobody looking I could do a few things, aka feel a dog v*****. So I touched my uncle’s dog, not enough to cause any harm or insecurrity to her, just enough to see what it felt like. I also was going through my bisexual phase, and I actually went full on and gave 2 (almost 3) handjobs to a male dog. At fourteen I found there were SO many more people who worked the same way I did, and I discovered Zooaphiliac p*** websites. And now here I am, 16, thinking that it would be better to have s** with a horse than a woman. That sounds really bad coming out. But that’s who I am.