I’m a 17 year old girl. I had never kissed anyone or done anything s***** at all, not that I’m against that, until august. I got drunk, blacked out, and then the next thing I remember is my good guy friend asking what I wanted to do. We were both naked. I don’t remember much after that, except that I gave him a BJ and then woke up clothed having peed myself. I clearly drank way too much. So did he. We agreed not to tell anyone about it, but I can’t stop thinking about it. I hooked up with one of my best friends, we almost had s**, I had my first everything, and I don’t remember 90% of it.
