Ive been bulimic and on my way to recovery but its a lot harder than just saying ‘im cured and recovered, its done’. People dont really talk about the recovery and the struggle and I dont like the judgment from it, I’m just sick of hiding that part of my life all the time and feel like no-one can relate thats directly around me. Parents getting divorced so i’m kind of the mother for my 3 brothers and sisters so its just hard having to be the rock, sometimes I feel like im going to explode.