I’m feeling really alone recently, despite being almost constantly surrounded by people. It makes me want to just sit down and cry. When I tried that though, no tears came out. It’s getting really bad recently… I snap out at my friends when they’re just trying to help or even at just random times. I don’t know what to do. I’m worried I’ll lose my friendships and the thought scares me so much. The only things that seems to make me feel anything but loneliness and emptiness are music and art, but it’s only temporary. I have this conflicted feeling of wanting help but also not wanting people to think I’m weird or anything. So far I’ve just kind of kept it bottled up and I can practically feel myself building up to a massive melt-down. I just wanted to write this down somewhere so someone would know how I feel.