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I’ve never been loved, and I’ve spent my entire life trying to become someone that can be loved. I just want to be a good person, I want to make people feel good about themselves, I want to be loved for who I am, I want to feel like I matter. But I’ve failed at every turn.

I don’t understand, why did my parents let me live for so long? They’ve always hated my existence and I can’t blame them. At least if they abandoned me and went on with their lives I wouldn’t feel so punished right now. I’m sick of feeling this way, I really just want to give up.

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