I am a 23 year old black guy from south africa. I come from a poor family. They struggled to get me through university and i failed. They think i am done and they are expecting me to be working right now. I need money so i can finish my studies. The worce part i chosea course that i do not like. I am just down . Lazy 2 look 4 a job to get money to finish my studies. I feel like such a disapointment. I hate myself. All i do is get up clean my room, watch tv and chill with friends and my gf. I hate my self i hate my life. I am getting old and im just a nobody. I cnt support my family. My life is goin nowhere. I just had to tel this to some.
