some guy liked me during my freshman year but i rejected him even tho he was relentless for months and i liked him back. i told him it was bc of his looks but i still want him a s a friend. my sopohmore year he refused to talk to me at all cost and every time i went over to him to talk to him he’d just look down at his phone or walk away. i missed talking to him so badly. now m in my junior year and finally have a conversation with him every once in a while but its not the same. I wish i didnt let my fears of a relationship get to me to rejet him in the first place and i wish i didnt make fun of how he looked. it was all a lie. i really hope someone who reads this gets over the fear of a relationship (if they have one) and dont make the same huge mistake i have because i deeply regret it