I’m stressing. I went from not one single care in the world to starting a new job, trying to keep this man in my life and just trying to figure my life out. Went from sleeping all day and keeping to myself to being around people constantly. It’s stressful for me and I wish it wasn’t, I don’t know how some people can be so comfortable talking to other people all the time. It’s crazy to me. I just wanna feel better about my life. Trying harder than anyone can imagine.