I had s** with my best friend last night. Her and I have known each other for two years and everybody told us could not maintain our friendship because feelings would get involved. She has a boyfriend and I have a girlfriend, both of who we have been seeing for several years. We went out for dinner last night which isn’t uncommon for the two of us, we went back to my house to watch some television. We started kissing, one thing led to another and we had s**. It was amazing, I was into it and we really connected. This morning she called me and told me she broke up with her boyfriend and was wondering when I was going to break it off with my girlfriend. Funny thing is I want to be with my friend, but now the idea of losing my girlfriend is killing me. I love her still, and I feel bad for what I did. I’m going to have to do something today which I know I’ll regret the rest of my life and I’m so sad about it. Even if it was just a one night fling, I could never look my girlfriend in the face again.