I think I am a w**** because I want to give my virginity to my boyfriend. I am 16 and I am waiting until marriage, and so is he, but I want to make love to him, and he wants to give his innocence to me as well. He said one night talking to him he wants tohave children with me. He wants me, and desires only me, and I want him the same way. He pleasures me often and now he wants to take it to a new level and go inside my pants, over the p******, and pleasure me. We have made plans and he is coming over tomorrow with the intentions of doing so. I am the first girl to ever see his p****, and he is the first boy who I have given deflowering pictures to. (He says he looks at them for so long and so often it drains his battery. XD) I wish to show him more, and he wishes to show me his p**** again, and he wants do pleasure me. I think I am soiled though, even if I realize our 6 months of affection has been innocent, I feel bad for wanting and doing these things. I feel as if physically I am a virgin ( not counting girls ), but mentally I am tainted with such overpowering lust. What should we do when he comes over tomorrow? Continue as planned and let him masterbate me? Or shall I say something that will bring distaste?
