I’m not happy in my relationship with my fiancee. I left my first husband because he was looking and contacting women online. But I needed an excuse to leave because I wasn’t happy. I got my excuse and I left. It was reason enough that would be justified to my family and friends. I’m now with my new fiance. We’ve been engaged for almost 2 years come January. I caught him on Ashley Madison about 12 months ago. I stayed because I didn’t have the guts or means to leave. I now contact men online and meet them for random s** whenever I can
I’m on four websites that provide hook ups for adults. I am so sad that I don’t feel guilty. I hoped I would so I’d stop. I’ve slept with over 10 other men since I learnt he was contacting other women. But I don’t know if he ever slept with any of them. The other sad thing is I now hate myself so much now. I can’t stand the guilt but I’m too gutless to do anything about it.