I love my boyfriend, I really do, but sometimes I feel like I would be better single or we would both be better off in different cities, I feel he has used me as an emotional crutch and that he is now dependant on me, this morning he said he wants to marry me one day, I don’t think I could handle that.
I sometimes wanna just run away, go study in another state, just leave him behind, break up with him. But I worry that if I did, he wouldn’t be able to handle it