Stop telling me that I can’t take my own life, dammit. Not you, not the government, no one has the right to tell me to stay alive. It’s my own choice to make, you don’t need to get involved in any way. There’s no question to why I want to commit suicide, there’s no reason for me to answer a question, it won’t change me from doing something that I want to do. I am a human being, one of 8 billion, I’m no special from anyone else. I’ve lost touch of everyone I knew, everyone who actually appreciated my presence, people who treasured my goddamn existence. I’m a lost miserable cause now, it’s probably best for everyone including me if I leave.