last night, through a drunken lapse in judgement, i cheated on my long-term, long-distance gf by having s** with a new friend of mine. i’ve been dating my gf for 2+ years and am madly in love with her and would do anything for her. i am now constantly nauseated by the horrible person i’ve become, and i don’t know what to do about it. i kind of want to die right now.
