I get days where I wish my family would all just die in a car crash or something but I would want it to be immediate death so they don’t suffer at all. I know it is sad but I just want to live my life by my own rules not be dictated to all my life and I think either they would need to all die or I would need to move far away and make a fresh start on my own. Just feeling unhappy and depressed a lot and want my life to improve.
