I’m not looking for sympathy. I’m not looking for a ‘please wait’ or ‘maybe you just haven’t fount your purpose yet’. I’ve seen shrinks, I have done the ‘meditation is the answer’ route, I have more anti-depression medication in my body than a drug addict going through a relapse. The prospect of finale being able to lay my head down and not feel stress or pain anymore is the only thing, my goal, I’m working towards. Just need to get a few things in place. Then I will be killing myself.
