Judge me as you may but I’m in a serious moral vs desires.
I’ve been in a relationship for over a year, I really do love the guy but he doesn’t meet any of my needs in the bedroom. I mean I naturally have a very high s** drive. Its really one of the few issues we have in our relationship. But lately I’ve found myself lusting and almost acting out on desires I have. I recently got a new job and what started was simple playful flirting and stuff turned into we almost had s** at our work place.
Now I’m in this moral dilemma of I don’t want to be a cheater but I haven’t had real good s** for almost two years. I am tired of all my toys, I’ve tried to make things better in bed and research things that could help him but I’m honestly at my breaking point.
And I want my co worker so bad.
But I also have a moral dilemma of we work together… And if things ever turned out to be more between the two of us how do I even handle myself?
And what if they go horribly wrong?
I’ve kept this in for so long I don’t even know what to do with myself. I was so close to giving in though… help…
