It hurts too much.. after being your close friend.. talking everyday together for hours.. sharing things together.. you don’t talk to me.. you replaced me with someone else after all i did for you without even the slightest explanation… when you need me i am there.. you talk to me giving me mixed signals that you miss me then you disappear again.. i don’t deserve this.. you are the only one i want.. i dont care about anyone else.. I have known you for 2 years now.. and this distance is killing me.. i have tried everything so i would feel better.. nothing seems to work.. nothing seems to make me smile..i guess its another night where i cry myself to sleep. oh god please help me, i can’t hurt anymore i really can’t hurt.. and through it all i still love him.. i dont hate him.. even though i should.. please make it stop.. a bullet to my heart would have been a lot easier…
