So when I was about 10 or 11 (I can’t really remember because it seems a blur, thankfully), I took advantage of my younger brother (5yrs younger). It was nothing extreme but I would sometimes touch him in areas which I probably shouldn’t have and he would do the same back to me and even grind on top of me. At the time it just seemed like a bit of fun and experimentation for the both of us. I had no idea what I was doing was wrong but suddenly this memory came back to me and an overwhelming sense of guilt and sickness came to me. I don’t think anything can justify what I did at that age and I know for sure that it wasn’t normal, especially to experiment with a sibling. The last time I did anything like this was him was not long after the first time it happened and I stopped it because I realised that it was wrong, yet I’m still unable to forgive myself. I really regret this ever happening and really hope that posting this will help bring some sort of closure.
P.S- I’m now 18 and he’s 13 and we have a normal brotherly relationship with eachother. Nothing like this has happened between us since then.
