when I was younger (won't admit the age) first time sex was shocking and awful. I was used and abused. he led me to believe I was so ugly only a married

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when I was younger (won’t admit the age) first time s** was shocking and awful. I was used and abused. he led me to believe I was so ugly only a married fatty footy freak Shrek would like doing me and like I should be grateful. I had such low esteem I believed I couldn’t find someone I really loved that I had to cut the cheese with a loser like him, why do married lazy ugliest think they are helping when they are not helping anyone but their own dirty gratification of dirty s** with a innocent vulnerable naive girl who was making the wrong choices out of fear and panic that everything was too late and not good enough, I trusted all the wrong people out of confusion and frustration from foolish people who were not giving good advice, how I wish I had told people to shove off back then. anyway, he even counted the last of his money in front of me like a clown. he didn’t give good s** and made out he knew it all just cuz he was married with kids and had had heaps of affairs, he even had the fool audacity to pick me up in a clown bozo-bomb old tramps car not good enough for a women like me. he even had the hid to want s** and glued up my v***** and expected me to cry over a 2 compared to my 8 or 9 qualities body and personality. how insulting !

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I went to a family BBQ this weekend at my Aunts farm. I was fascinated with all the animals. They had a pool and most of us just walked around in bikini tops and shorts. Mine were kind of short, but I liked the look and feel.

I was walking around the barn area to see the horses. My Uncle was feeding them and asked me to help and clean out a stall. I was happy to help, the horses were out of that particular stall. My Uncle entered and closed the door. I was cleaning up and bent over to scoop the stuff into a dust pan and into the can.

I felt my Uncles hands on my b***. He was telling me what a pretty girl I was, and how nice my b*** looked in these shorts. I said thank you and he pulled me closer, I was still bent over, and I could feel his hardness. He told me, he wanted to see me without my shorts on, and he quickly pulled them down before I could stop him. I was not wearing any underwear, and was fully exposed bare b***.

He moved me against the wall, my hands on the wall still bent over with him behind me. He already had undid his jeans and they were down around his ankles. I knew what was coming next. He pushed hard against me. My body betrayed me and I was already wet… he easily slid inside of me. I let out a cry, and he started pumping away. He was so much bigger than any of the boys I had dated.

I was so wet and he was so big, I did not complain, and let him do what he wanted. He was thrusting so hard and deep, I could feel his B@lls slapping against me with every thrust. I had multiple org@sms, my legs were shaking and my body was flush… then I felt him org@sm inside of me, it seemed to not stop and I could feel each spurt inside of me shooting against my insides. It was running out of me and down my legs as he continued his thrusting until he was finished.

He pulled out of me and left me there, legs spread and leaning against the wall soaked in wetness. I cleaned up and went back to the party. Still flush from the F#cking in the stall, people commented that I must have got some sun as the color looked good on me.

I saw my Uncle later, he never said a word, he just smiled and winked at me…