From Cold To Warm
I’ve never thought that I would have thought about her for a whole week.This feeling is astronomically phenomenal.This is one of those things that you wouldnt normally feel in a daily basis.I would do anything to have her for myself.It would be more than a dream come true.I would even change my whole personality for her.It is so relaxing to finally be able to express this in a way that wouldnt catch her attention.I would bet that she barely notices how important she is to me.She is the one that is keeping around at the boutique.If it wasnt for her,I would barely smile or even joke around.God do I wish to all the gods to bring me and her together.The sight of her calms me.It is an experience I will never ever ever forget.Even if she barely notices me then thats ok.She has her own right to think about others.If one day I was to be with her,I would be the happiest man alive.Damn it feels good to get this all out of my chest .She somehow made me softer in a way I doubt most would understand.In the future if I was to meet her again I would vow myself to give everything I’ve got for her.She is definitely worth that much trouble.There has never been a more perfect person.In a way she is flawless.My oh my the one who she will marry in the future will be a lucky guy.I.beg to all the gods to give me the strength to move on.It almost felt like I lost the will to continue living without her.If she were to die,I would beg the gods to give her all the mercy that she deserves.Let me take her place in punishment.I would do that in a heartbeat.No such things as second thoughts for her.Oh do I wish that the person I’m destined to be with has all her qualities.It is so rare for me to get a feeling like this.I cant even sleep or eat without thinking about her.It has been a week since I got this feeling and it pains my heart to see someone like that slip through my fingertips.Imagine someone like me who is somewhat cold blooded would get a feeling like this.She made me feel warm inside.It is as if I had something to live for.When she left for her village never have I felt so empty,hollow or destructed inside.Oh do I wish she would notice me.I’m thinking I’m starting to get insane with my obsession towards her.I fear that I would lose my touch with the real world and just dream all day for her.I regret the time I’ve never got to spend with her.Do I regret not noticing someone so special in a way unimaginable to me.If one day she would read this I would like her to know that I’d go through hell and back for her.She is just that amazing.This is just day one of my confession for her and I’ve already wrote a lot more than I thought I would.Ohh the weird ways I express myself.Never thought I had it in me.
