When I am stressed out or upset, I always dream about getting back together with my ex who was awful to me. I think in my subconscious, he is the embodiment of all of my doubts and insecurities, and when I am under a lot of pressure I feel like I deserve to be with someone who thinks I’m awful. Then I wake up next to my wonderful husband who is supportive and loving and don’t feel like I deserve him.
