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You know that feeling of not being enough ? But then you find this person who changes everything and makes you laugh when you can’t even smile? That’s what I felt when we met, he’s adorable , he can make my heart stop in a second, I know everything about him, everything. I care too much but I don’t know if he cares too. Sometimes he shows me he cares and sometimes he knows I’m sad but doesn’t even ask why and it kills me . But even though it kills me, I can’t be mean to him, I keep on talking to him and do whatever he asks me too. I know he took me for granted but that’s not making me love him less. I know now that he took me for granted he’ll never wanna be with me but even though it kills me I don’t wanna lose this even if it means being his friend. But what was that friendship all about? Why would he kiss me if he knew he was going to end it the next day? I hate him for this. I hate hate hate him . But still I can’t bring my self to leave him because despite the hate I hold for him the love I have in my heart for him is way stronger. And I can’t give up on this. HELP

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