sometimes when i can’t get off or i can’t seem to focus, i think of my abusive ex and magically have an o*****. we were wrong for each other, it was YEARS ago, this person was awful to me and it was an unhealthy relationship and i am free and clear of thoughts of them for a while now. why suddenly do i need to think of this awful stupid person just to get off. this was the first person i was s******* intimate with; has it permanently fucked me up s*******.
