I recently left my long term boyfriend because i realized our future together wasnt looking good and i also fell in love with this guy who’s a year older than I am. he’s 19. he’s a virgin and i’m not- if there’s one thing i was blessed with by being with my ex it was how much he loved to experiment in the bedroom. He loved to lick p****. I don’t know if i’ll ever find a guy like that again. Anyway,

this guy seems so innocent, not like he wont make jokes but he doesnt flirt too much or make s***** advances. Which i love and respect. In fact the fact that he’s so good and polite turns me on, and knowing he’s a virgin and all my experience the thought of getting to totally blow his mind and rock his world with how experienced i am totally turns me on. I dream about it and i fantasize about it every night. I voice chat him and just listen to his voice while he talks to his friends and i just touch myself and he doesn’t know it. He’s not even that traditionally attractive but i am really into tall, dark hair… and i like how he dresses. and the sexiest thing is just how sweet and gentlemanlike and cute he is.

Ohhhhh i just pray he likes to like p****. I seriously am bursting with anticipation waiting to teach him everything.

The thing is we aren’t even officially dating yet. He lives an hour away and i am going to visit him for the first time since being single and i doubt anything s***** will happen that early but i hope i atleast get to cuddle with him and maybe kiss him.

But this big part of me just wants to say “come take a shower with me” “let me s*** your c***” i just want to shock him

and yeah a lot of people would say “a 19 yr old virgin dude would totally be excited by that” but honestly i dont think he’s into really forward girls like that and i also think if he did that kind of thing to me i’d be a little offended

so i’ll take it slow and continue to make slightly suggestive comments till he figures it out.

I’m dyin here!