This summer I went to Europe with my best friends as a present from our parents for graduating from high school. I honestly don’t think I will get a boyfriend ever I’m just very stupid for that I push away boys that are interested on me and I don’t even notice. So, I was a virgin and I lost my virginity to a guy in Europe just because I didn’t want to be the only virgin in my group of friends and in my university. Is not that I didn’t want to f*** with him, its just that I feel bad because I accepted my loneliness by doing it, my friends supported me but I know they feel shame for me. Im sorry for being stupid, Im sorry Im not as intelligent as my friends, Im sorry, Im sorry for me.