This morning is hard. After a recent breakup….I miss my ex BF so much. Every Sunday morning I would make a big breakfast, bring him coffee in bed – and he’s not here. It leaves a big hole in my heart and in my life. We are spiritually connected – and I can feel his loss too. It’s a two year realtionship full of special times and those little habits you build together that is so hard to let go of.
And with all of this….it bringss back the pain of my divorce. I loved him deeply. But found out he was cheating on me. We watched football together every single Cowboys game….and I miss that. He’s the only one I want to spend game day with….even 3 years later….even after what he did and the destruction he has caused.
Just a very big hole in my heart today….and I wish it wasn’t so……
