I like him so much and he doesn’t know or care that I exist. I know he’s so much more than what people think he is. I see the person, the real him, beneath the surface of his facade. I want to help him be that person. I want to give him love, to care for him, and be a safe space for him to share his thoughts and true self. But he doesn’t acknowledge me, like me, or know I’m there. No matter how hard I try to talk to him or befriend him, he won’t acknowledge me. It pains me so badly I can’t eat or sleep. I want him to want me. I need him to need me.
