I am married and was raped long before I met my now husband but still sometimes think of the man who raped me as a hot turn on and I feel sick that I feel

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I am married and was raped long before I met my now husband but still sometimes think of the man who raped me as a hot turn on and I feel sick that I feel that way because he repulsed me with his beard and drunk breathe. what does this mean for me? I love my husband and hate the man who raped me so why am I lowering myself to this mind state every now and then at the most poignant moment of passion with my now partner and one true love?

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I think I had fun last night. There is a hole in my pantyhose at the crotch. I’m sticky and crusty and the bed is a mess, stained and stinks. Wish I had the video.

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