I’m 36, male, and I cannot remember the last time I cried. It occurred to me today during a meeting at work. The meeting was to announce that the company is closing. Everyone was crying, except me. Two years ago my father died – no tears from me. Three years ago my sister died – again no tears. Three births of my three children? Nothing. Not even a little welling up of water in the eyes. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I’m not even sure if I am capable of feeling sad. Everything negative that happens to me, I just think, “this s****”, then I think about something unrelated, and it goes away.
Maybe something’s wrong with me. Maybe I’m one of those psychopathic types you hear about in the news sometimes, who do horrible things without even batting an eye.