ok im new to this site 18/f but anyhow for the past like ummm month i have repeatedly had dreams about my bf’s mom some are just embarrassing and bizarre others are normal but it made me think about it in real life…

i used to scold myself for these dreams thoughts now i dont bother they wont go away i am obsessed with her. i really hope this is confidential. she is like 45 i think upper middle class lady who works in an office. when i come over sometimes she gets off work and wears her tight little red dress and heels oh my god. Then she takes them off by the door and i notice she is a tad shorter than me i just want to wrap my arms around her. she has a slight pudge from having 4 kids but she is still a hot m***. one time when she was at work and her husband was and my bf was asleep i went through all her drawers in her room. i locked myself in there and if my bf came out i would have pretended i went out to my car. her bra size is a 36c. i looked at all her lacy p******. then i went into her bathroom which is right next to the bedroom. i went through everything under her sink, looking at her contact cleaner, tampons, makeup, etc. i put some of the makeup on. then i went through her college yearbooks and she was a business major. i like to watch her cuddle with her husband. one time i walked in the house and she was cuddling with him and said hi to me, i would love to watch them do it more often. my favorite time was the day my bf and i fell asleep on the family room couch and she covered us up. i tell all my friends about her and we look through all our bf’s familys social media pages and they think she looks like she is stuck up her own a** living sort of a fantasy life and i agree but my god i am obsessed with her i wannt to be just like her and cuddle her and maybe do dirty things to her i cant stop thinking about her me and my bf take turns going back and forth to our houses, and this saturday im going to his. it’ll be awkward to see her after my hot w******** but i cant wait and i hope one day she says “gina we should have a girls day and do stuff”…