I am 13 years old and I self harm. Today when I went ot with my mom and her friend and also her son her friend saw my cuts. And she asked me wgat those are but it was so close for them to find out. I cut myself for 3 months and I dont want to stop. I lied to them that it was a cat that I saw when walking home and now my mom took my hand and examined the cuts, but they went with the lie. They believed but I am sure that my mom is goinn to have thoughts in her head and maybe shell ask me sooner or later. I really dont know how to lie better. I dont cut deep. I have tried several times to cut so deep so blood comes dripping but I cant. Dont say that i am not a cutter. I cut so it leaves marks. I cant go to blood. And everyone who puts a razor on their skin is a cutter so please dont say that i shouldnt be doing this. I know what i am doing isnt good but it helps me.

How do I lie bettrr to her?
Can I somehow avoid talks about that?

PLEASE HELP ME. I NEVER FELT SUCH NEED FOR HELP!